Monday, October 17, 2005
i think i was having fever this morning. but i still went to school. my head was spinning from beginning of school till school ends. guess that was because i was in the rain the whole time yesterday. and then i went into freezing cold shopping malls.
got back mep results. terribly disappointing. i have a feeling i got the lowest in class. sigh. but i can't do anything about it now. so might as well not think about it.
i nearly got a mental breakdown while we all were in class. that period of time i was practically laughing non-sensically. okay fine. i was forcing myself to laugh. even when something is not funny. so i was like quiet, then became mad, and then i felt like crying. i seriously would have needed to go to mental hospital if i continued like that.
got back english results too. wasn't too bad. at least my hopes weren't that high. so i was quite satisfied with my results. even so, i didn't hit an a. which was quite disappointing too? but my english was never good.
getting back math, chinese and science on wednesday. i don't dare hope for an a already.
au revoir.
i just want to be perfect.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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